Once someone asked me why do u always run away from every situation in your life? I had no answers for that…later I started thinking why does it happen?…I always run away from my family because of fear for commitments…from friends coz of fear whether they would hurt me…from love coz of fear of heart breaks…from myself when there is a conflict within myself…but one thing is sure that one day tired of running I will fall flat on my face and when I look back for help, there would be no one behind to support…maybe this is the time to ‘turn back and look’ behind and see if I could see anyone behind and choose not to run anymore. I should try to hold what is there together tightly before everything just slips away from me… But I choose not to…because of ‘fear’…what if nobody is there? I don’t want to know…so I want to run again to a deep pit ahead…maybe that’s how life works…
Having a choice, you have no choice to make!
Congrats for starting a blog of your own....gr8 writing.... looks like you are searching your own soul for answers....
ReplyDeleteKeep posting.... i will love to keep reading whatever you want to say.... :)
is this a fight..i guess a game of chess can improve ur mental health too..so go for it...
ReplyDeletethanx jacob!!u know more exist for me!!!!
ReplyDeleteDoes this make any sense???
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